A few weeks ago, my spirit was awoken; it must have been somewhere around 3 am.
I looked up with my spiritual eyes to see a portal forming. Out of this portal, I saw clouds forming above me. They continued to form until there was this beautiful cloud above my head. It looked like something that you would find in the early morning hours, where the sun is slightly kissing the edge of the cloud with a beautiful golden hue, cresting off the top in blues and gold.
I lay there looking at it. Then the clouds began to split out from the center until they formed a circular ring formation. As my eyes began to look at it more earnestly, a man knelt as if he was sitting on the edge of the cloud, stooping down through the clouds.
It was Jesus. He wore a white robe with a blue sash. I could see half of his body, and he was reaching down toward me, and he extended his arm. He was reaching for me. It took a minute for me to realize that it was me that he was reaching for…. (For a split second, I thought that I wasn’t ever important enough or valued enough for God to really be interested in me. After all, I am no-body important, I don’t have any titles nor have I sought after any, as I like being out of the fray, and I know that God is no respecter of persons, so why was he reaching down towards me?)
But at the same time, I wasn’t going to let this opportunity just go either, so I quickly reached back and grabbed onto his forearm, and we locked arms…. Then, in desperation, I said, Please don’t ever let go of me. I need your help, and always have. Don’t let go.
The moment lasted for a while. I was locked in Jesus’ arm and he looked at me.
Then the scene faded, and I could still feel his presence linger in the room, my spirit filled with joy, and my heart exclaimed, Wow, Jesus is awesome.
Jesus said that he was leaving the 90 and 9 to go after the one. I believe that he is reaching out to every one of us. He wants us to take hold of his arm and to hold on. If he were to reach out to someone like me, then he would also seek to reach out to you.